Secret Night

I guess I should have told you,
When this all began.
But never in all these years,
Did I think this would be our end.

And I should pray for a miracle,
Too save your life.
But if I were to see you again,
I’m not sure if I could.

This secret that might kill you,
makes me so ashamed.
That even now,
I can’t think of what to say.

But what nightmare await me in the dark?
should darkness ortake you in this secret night.